From my private notes

This last week has really pushed me to limits I rarely explore - in good and bad terms, Alhamdulillah. It has showed me weakness but definitely also some strenght I didnt really know I had. The fact that my family and I got so sick just before my travel, was really fustrating. Our family has not settled down completely, so there was really big emotions to handel. I didnt have the chance to be with my kids as much as I wanted and I didnt had a chance to finish all the cores around the house, as I had in mind. So I came back to Denmark, and just had a couple of days to take care of some practical things before staring up my study. Now I have anxiety. I dont like to be in new places, starting new things up that are out of my comfort zone ( and this teacher thing is way out of my comfortzone) and definitely not being around so many people I dont know.. let alone the fact that I have to talk to them!!! But you know what? everything turned out just fine. My kids are back to health...

Allah does not close a door on a servant with His wisdom,  except that He opens two doors for him with His mercy  -ibn qayyim ra Have you ever felt like door after door are being closed in your face, and it seems like there are no escaping from your situation. You have to accept it and work with what you have right her and now. I believe most people have.... my self included. Latest, I was stuck in this situation was when we where making plans for coming back here to morocco. For lets face it- i had my fair share of trying moving to morocco and I really had lost ever hope about this being the place to settle. So here I was, still trying to get back you my self after delivering my daughter, who also happened to have colic-ish stomach pains the first 4 month, and hubby trying to convince me to try Morocco one more time. While I was thinking everything over, I remembered a sister who had made Hijra several times. Travelled so many places, but for some reason it ne...

Ahlan wa Sahlan - Hello and Welcome- This is my blog on blogger where I will blog about whatever I wanna blog about Finally I am here, online, ready to start my new blogging adventure. It took Me a bit longer than expected due to some unexpected internet problems, and well... my 4 kids. Actually everything has taken much more time than I had planned and hoped for since we moved back to morocco and we are still not even close to have settled in our new home.