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Ahlan wa Sahlan - Hello and Welcome-

This is my blog on blogger where I will blog about whatever I wanna blog about

Finally I am here, online, ready to start my new blogging adventure. It took Me a bit longer than expected due to some unexpected internet problems, and well... my 4 kids.
Actually everything has taken much more time than I had planned and hoped for since we moved back to morocco and we are still not even close to have settled in our new home.




The last year have been a real emotional rollercoaster for our family. We tried moving back to morocco in 2017 but for many reasons I had to leave with our smallest son back to Denmark where I'm from. Our two oldest kids had already started school and I wasn't planning on staying in Denmark very long, so we decided that it was better that the kids stayed here with their father. Qadr (fate) wanted it otherwise so I ended up staying in Denmark for a year. A year with no possibility of going to see my kids. No need to tell how devastating it was for all of us, but Alhamdulillah ala kulli haal.

So now one year after I have returned, not only with my youngest son, but also their new babysister. We have now the task of recreating our family, heel the wounds and in the same time restore a life here in morocco on a very tight budget ( at least at the moment).

It is going to take time to find eachother again, to feel like a family, and some days I just feel like packing up my things and leave. But then something gives me the strength to move on and fight for this plan to succeed.

Deep down somewhere inside I feel that this is the time where ease will come our way, so we will continue our plans and trust in Allah subhana wa taála in the rest.



Sometimes our lives have to be completely shaken up,
 changed & rearranged 
to relocate us to the place we´re meant to be 


 -unknown


So I invite you to follow me here on my blog, where I will write about how life is here in morocco and how we are trying to take the necessary steps towards becoming a family again and live a productive life to serve our deen.





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